Sunday, September 23, 2007

Now that I am 60

Tomorrow, September 24th is my birthday. I was born in 1947 so I'll be sixty tomorrow! I should be sad, cry or moan but I don't really care. I don't feel any different than I did yesterday, or the day before. I'm still doing the same things...even more.

I've been celebrating non stop beginning with gifts, cake and candles last weekend on an annual float trip. I feel blessed to have so many wonderful caring friends. They are my family! There was a magical moment (Edy, was that you?). My friends got a Johnny Cash signing birthday card and before they could give it to me at the campfire that night...while kayaking on the river, my ex found a Johnny Cash CD floating around in the water and scooped it up. They dried it off and placed it in the card and had a magical story to tell me around the campfire. I know that was Edy (my spirit guide). She is magical! We are going to have fun!

My ex is my family and we remain very close, our love never wavering. I'm so blessed. She is arranging my birthday celebration tomorrow evening on my actual birthday. There are many guests coming to cheer on the big 6-0.

Blessed I am for last night my sweet young friends from a running group, we share fun times with, surprised me. They had BBQ, cake and brought gifts. I am so amazed by their love! Totally amazed! You would have thought? Of course, I've never been this young before. No, I haven't! I was straight the first time around - trying to fulfill social standards but failing miserably.

Now, I"m at home and I guess it only fitting that I get the those tender, young years to experience. (Hey, Edy, is that your doing? I knew it! I love you! Together, you and I are endless in creating wonderful, beautiful, magical moments - maybe I'll still get that airplane ride [remember no motion sickness, please]. Yes, I believe Edy has great plans for me). I can't wait!

My journey only begins by opening this yet new discovery of my connectiveness with the spirit world and it's magic! I can't wait! My talents will soar! My loves will be many, deep and moving! I'll see her again - my "catalyst spirit" of change. We will touch and magical sparks will fly for both of us. We are destined to be re-united, too, just like Edy and Georgette!

I will be very comfortable, like Edy helped me to be ...that magical fall day in 2004, actually four days from my 57th birthday. I continue to become younger, firmer, brighter, and prettier. I am very intelligent and defy all human created aging myths. I am magical, truly magical!

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