No, I really don't mind my age. Can't do anything about it anyway! Just try to stay fit and healthy.
Friday, I ran six miles, swam for 40 minutes, work with weight machines for 30 minutes then rode the spin bike for 30 minutes.
Saturday I rode 45 miles hooking up with a group of riders. It was a fun time. We got caught in the rain; but it wasn't bad.
Sunday I rode 38 miles with another groups of friends and we stopped for BBQ. Very good and an enjoyable evening.
But in the evening I was pooped and stayed home. It rained with thunder and lightening I didn't go to the 10k run this morning. Hey, I was still pooped I think. My sinuses were bothering me. I am sorry I missed out on the run. I don't know if runners went or not.. they probably did even with the threat of lightening. It's okay if you can run it in 45 minutes I think but six miles takes me over an hour and lately I've been struggly. I need to start at a steady pace and maintain it. Hopefully the weather will be decent tomorrow. Oh, I see blue sky! Hopefully, I'll get a run in tomorrow. Tomorrow evening is the meeting up of the running group.
I've been trying to walk more place too or ride to save gas. Wow! RV owners spend $500. or more to fill up. Cars $80. to fill up. Boats are remained docked. Yet I see F15's and F18's crusing the skies. I bet by labor day we'll see $5.00 per gallon and then I think the American auto industry will bite the dusk because they are oil orientated and won't change over to electric. Oh GM had the EV1 in late 90's but crushed it in 2002 when electric cars got too popular.
Oh just a note... I can't stand Obama. Mr. Pure Boy with an Middle Eastern name Barack, Hussein, Osama, Obama. Don't like him! Don't trust him! I just have a bad feeling in my gut about him.
I hope Hillary comes through. I think McCain will crush Islam Obama. He will be crushed! And then I'll have to listen to robut, whistle speaking, loose tooth, McCain with the monotone voice who all he knows is war, war, war, war, war. I'm so sick of it already!
Monday, May 26, 2008
Thursday, May 8, 2008
Hey, so far so good!
I have no complaints. I run with thirty year olds women but win the awards. I came in 2nd in my age group 60-64 in the Run for Sight last weekend. Two years ago I won first place. So, I'm inspired to shed a few pounds and pump my muscles and boost my stamina. I know I can do it.
Actually, for my age, I do have a sound great looking body..just need to lose a couple of pounds so my stomach muscles are more pronounces. I love the curl ups weight machine because I can feel it pull in my stomach muscles. I love it! It tells me that I am gaining ground.
Yes, I was excited and so inspired after I came in second place. First place is not my goal for the Zoo run. Although three years ago when I did it I saw lots of competition. Three years ago I was seeing a 35 year old. She was very good for me then.
You see, I do get what I need from the universe. That 35 year old was put into my life for a reason. I missed out of my lesbian 30's. I was pretending to be straight then - you know social pressures. Well, I thought all lesbians were butch dyke's and I'm not.
I have a heart for the heart of a woman. I can' help I get crushes on women. Show me a beautiful heterosexual couple and I'll long for her. And I'll think, what's in it for her. You see, I need the softness and the warmth and the show of emotions from women. Women are just so much more in tuned.
Sorry, but it's true. I dated many men and I did love the last guy I dated. He loved me. He was very handsome and I felt very feminine when I was with him. It was easier to be straight. And the sex was good. But, something was missing - the touch of a woman. Yes, I hide crushes I had on my women friends. If only my best friend knew. I was afraid to let on; what if she was disgusted with the idea then I would lose her and my whole circle of friends. So, my heart ached and I longed for the impossible. I thought I was the only one who felt that way. I hide my feelings my whole entire life. Love was out of reach for me. Yes, it's enough to make me depressed and sad and I was. All the women I ever cared about ended up with men to "never, never know the one who loves you so, no you don't know me". I think someone wrote that song for closeted gays and lesbians.
But time starts now and I can't do anything about the past. I don't usually even think of it. It was another world away. I don't if I ever find love - now. Well, let's face it the pickings are slim. Most women my age or ill, out of shape, grabby, married, or extreme butch. Yes, seems older lesbians think they have to wear flannel. Or they are all partnered up. Men tend to roam more whereas women pair up with life partners. So, there again - slim pickings or no pickings.
It's it's okay. I'm difficult in a relationship anyway. I tend to "go along" and lose myself and gain at least ten pounds. Yes!
On my own I eat when and what I want. I love my independence - so my heart will just have to ache. Hey, I'll run, swim or bike to mass the pain. I have many wonderful friends - mostly lesbian couples. But, that's just the way it goes.
I was happy when I was seeing M whom I saw for about a year and a half. But, I think we both tried to make more of our afternoon delights and began doing activities together - you know like dating. And it messed up the whole afternoon delight mentality of it all. Once a week; one afternoon worked for close to a year though and it was wonderful.
Well, I would do it again and yes, she was married. But, at this point not with her; I need warm and feminine and lovely.
Actually, for my age, I do have a sound great looking body..just need to lose a couple of pounds so my stomach muscles are more pronounces. I love the curl ups weight machine because I can feel it pull in my stomach muscles. I love it! It tells me that I am gaining ground.
Yes, I was excited and so inspired after I came in second place. First place is not my goal for the Zoo run. Although three years ago when I did it I saw lots of competition. Three years ago I was seeing a 35 year old. She was very good for me then.
You see, I do get what I need from the universe. That 35 year old was put into my life for a reason. I missed out of my lesbian 30's. I was pretending to be straight then - you know social pressures. Well, I thought all lesbians were butch dyke's and I'm not.
I have a heart for the heart of a woman. I can' help I get crushes on women. Show me a beautiful heterosexual couple and I'll long for her. And I'll think, what's in it for her. You see, I need the softness and the warmth and the show of emotions from women. Women are just so much more in tuned.
Sorry, but it's true. I dated many men and I did love the last guy I dated. He loved me. He was very handsome and I felt very feminine when I was with him. It was easier to be straight. And the sex was good. But, something was missing - the touch of a woman. Yes, I hide crushes I had on my women friends. If only my best friend knew. I was afraid to let on; what if she was disgusted with the idea then I would lose her and my whole circle of friends. So, my heart ached and I longed for the impossible. I thought I was the only one who felt that way. I hide my feelings my whole entire life. Love was out of reach for me. Yes, it's enough to make me depressed and sad and I was. All the women I ever cared about ended up with men to "never, never know the one who loves you so, no you don't know me". I think someone wrote that song for closeted gays and lesbians.
But time starts now and I can't do anything about the past. I don't usually even think of it. It was another world away. I don't if I ever find love - now. Well, let's face it the pickings are slim. Most women my age or ill, out of shape, grabby, married, or extreme butch. Yes, seems older lesbians think they have to wear flannel. Or they are all partnered up. Men tend to roam more whereas women pair up with life partners. So, there again - slim pickings or no pickings.
It's it's okay. I'm difficult in a relationship anyway. I tend to "go along" and lose myself and gain at least ten pounds. Yes!
On my own I eat when and what I want. I love my independence - so my heart will just have to ache. Hey, I'll run, swim or bike to mass the pain. I have many wonderful friends - mostly lesbian couples. But, that's just the way it goes.
I was happy when I was seeing M whom I saw for about a year and a half. But, I think we both tried to make more of our afternoon delights and began doing activities together - you know like dating. And it messed up the whole afternoon delight mentality of it all. Once a week; one afternoon worked for close to a year though and it was wonderful.
Well, I would do it again and yes, she was married. But, at this point not with her; I need warm and feminine and lovely.
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